Sometimes no matter how many times someone calls me beautiful, I don’t want to hear it unless it’s from him.

belated birthday .

hee! im celebrating my 16th birthday, since its late. we share this celebration with my grandma and brother . (:

Stevie Hoang - Half A Chance

*Bestt nie laguu

Wasn’t you that said
We have a problem we should talk it out
Don’t give upon me now
Wait hold on just seat down
Promises that I made in the past
I broke them so many times
But girl deep inside
I am hoping that you’ll find
Forgive what is in your heart
Let’s go right back to the start
I’ll be the man that you fell in love with
We’ll make it through the rain
I’ll make you trust again
I know I can do it

Chorus

Just give me half the chance
To make you believe again
Half the chance
I am ready to make a change
Half the chance
To be your man
To understand
And love you again
Half the chance
I know I can do it
Half the chance
Girl just let me prove it
Half the chance
I am ready to sacrifice
Girl I pay the highest price
I know I can make it right
Just give me half the chance


Baby don’t say a word
Hold on just let me finish
So you wanna give up on this relation ship
Cause your heart is not in it
And it only kills me inside
Cause you don’t feel the same

Do whatever it takes
To make you love me again

Forgive what is in your heart
Let’s go right back to the start
I’ll be the man that you fell in love with
We’ll make it through the rain
I’ll make you trust again
I know I can do it

Chorus

I am not asking for too much
I know it’s gonna take some time
Baby find a way back to your love
If i got to start from the bottom
And that’s what I’ll do
I’ll make my way to the top
I got so much to prove
I am not throwing …
I am not letting you down

Chorus




Thanks to feel

"The Way I Do"

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
..the way I do

imagine if relationships are perfect:

-No Fights.
-No Tears.
-No Arguments.
-No Misunderstandings.

....Dream come true huh?

But without these, there would be…

=No Sorry.
=Hugs and Kisses.
=No Saying of the Sweetest Words.
=No Reason to STAY.
=No Growth of FAITH in BOTH of YOU.

.....Now, how would you want it to be perfect?

boyy , im sorry .

btw , i draw thiss . i know it is uglyy , yeahh so much ! but since i draw this . enjoyy . hehe . *shy*



we fight , and you leave ... i don't know what to do . im so saddddddd ! :'(



im pretend to be okay , but up until now . my eyes , still tearing . my heart still hurts . my mind , still thinking of you . my imigination , still your shadow . my hand , keep missing yours . my ears , still i hear your sweet voices . my nose , still missing your scent . my mouth , the words 'i love you' still dancing . boyy , im sorry . i was bad . i miss youuu . forgive me .

you andd me

mengimbass masa laluu . where the first time i know you . and the first you say 'Hey' to me . huhu . after a few months leter , you appears . i saw you . and started to know each other more , and we fall for each other . im happy , so much . i never mentioned this , but its happen like a fairytale . and i don't want it fade . i love you now , and foreverrr .

your songss ♥

It's a little bit funny, this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money, but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

So excuse me forgetting, but these things I do
See I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple, but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

If I was a sculptor, but then again no
Or a girl who makes potions in a traveling show
I know it's not much, but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song, and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple, but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

for my hubb *love*loVer*

ouhhh . my first day work :))

My Hero , My Love ♥

Anold Hubby -->He is my hero . and i do love him . ♥

i remember when we are going to the beach Tg. Aru ,kita mandi pantai together ! hee . tym thu hujan . bole'bole la juga lebat . tapi we still smangat maw p mandi pantai . . hub bawa hun pg pantai thu , dalam sudeh . hub angkt hun , hun hold hubb tightly n dnt wanna let go , awwh ! Beshh , Hoho ! tym thu banyak sangat thu jelyfish*obor'obor* hee . im so scared ouuh thu binatang . geli , sangat gatal thu kalau kena . hun ne lea sensitip punya skin , habis la meah2 . wakaka . jauh lea kta jalan thu . fortunately i have you , Hubby ! u save me , u lift me titely until the coast . eiww , so many jellyfish i saw . it hit me and absolutely hubby too . its tickle me , u said not to touch them . i take the advise and thats relief . i knw its hit u much ryte hub ? hehe . its must be hurt . awhh ! u endure all pain for me . u save me . :) i will always remember that ! its sweet memories that was very unforgetable .


8th November

I still remember this date . huaa , im rebond my hair . haha . that eve , we stay together at waterfront , i remember clearly . the first time we fall together , its a little bit funny but its seem sweet . keke . and it may embrassed when people see it .wakaka . but its truly unforgotable .first tyme i hurt u, its bleeding ! awwh , i guess it must be hurt . but u endure it and pretend its fine . im realy touched ! awhh . u save me from hitting the table . and we fall . and you hurt . but its save my life , i think if hit that table , i dont know what will happen to me . i always remember that im hurting you , but honestly i inadvertent that . forgive me hub ! i thank to you , my life saver . i love you forever . you are my HERO ♥

I’d rather fight with you.

To be completely honest, I’d rather fight with you than not talk and worry if you’re okay, if we’re okay. I’d rather scream and yell at the top of our lungs knowing it’s because we care, than to die with each passing second listening to silence. Your voice is comforting either mad, sad, happy, whatever emotion. I’d rather fight with you, working things out, coming to a conclusion, releasing whatever’s bottled up inside of us, say whatever needs to be said, than to let things get worse. I’d rather fight with you, than to be happy with someone else. I’d rather have you in my life, even if it means fighting, than to not have you in it at all.

I don’t want to see you with someone else

I know it’s pretty selfish of me to be keeping you to myself, but it’s just how I feel. I don’t want to see with someone other than myself. I know that sometimes I get on your nerves, make you mad, sometimes make you cry, and rarely make you feel like you’re important, but I really do want you in my life. I can’t stand the sight of you being with someone else because it will break me and I don’t want that to happen to me.

auww ! swuieetz , bule bwad d dumpil ka begini ??

every time i’m kissing you

I just cant stop. I just want to do it more and more. I dont care if he looks like crap that day or he looks awesome. Because for me its more about kissing HIM not just kissing someone who I think is good looking. I swear it feels sooo wonderful when you do it with the right person. (There is definitely a big difference between kissing someone you love and someone you don’t.) His lips are usually soft. I personally like when his hands are on my waist. It’s amazing, it’s like a dream. I get butterflies in my stomach and my heart starts beating a little fast. It’s nerve-racking. The way he touches me makes me feel safe like everything is okay for a little while. I never want it to end. <3

165.) i wonder if he holds a pillow and pretends its me just like how i pretend its him. :’)

boy must do it well :D

when a girl flirts with your boyfriend

You wish he would not kindly, but rudely tell her to fuck off and that he’s happily taken with you. Too often guys say, “oh she is just being friendly” and let them continue flirting with him and that shit hurts. Boys, if a girl is flirting with you while in a relationship don’t let that shit slide. If guys were getting at your girl I’m pretty sure you’d want her to tell them to fuck off because she’s yours and your hers.

aww . spread ?

I like how they are walking so far apart. And that they are both walking towards a different path. The girl keeps walking forward but the guy who is looking to the right will go to the right. In every relationship there is always gonna be that one person who will get distracted and go another way. While the other keeps going forward. There is no saying who is the one who moves on because that is totally up to the person. But the bottom line is. When you find someone. Hold them close. Don’t push them away. Don’t take them for granted because when you guys reach a double path that person might not end up in the same one as you. I know it may sound stupid that I’m putting a meaning to a picture that was never to mean anything but that’s how I see it. That’s how my mind interpreted the scene.

my soul . my life . my bitterheart

*hubby ❤*

im tottaly in love . yess , absolutely that boy ^^ . im happy being with him , he is my soul . my life , my everything . i really wish that we will stay forever . i want to be his everything , i want to be his son's supermoms :D

i never felt love like this . from the first i know him , i always thinking about him . i found love in him . i smiled when i think about him . he is everything . when the first i met him . i fell in love once again . huhu . i smiled again . when i see his face , my heart melts . i feel so damn happy . i want to be with him everyday , everytime . i wish we will stick together , forever ! ♥ 

his name : Arnold Maxmilon Gom

his nickname : i call him *hubby , buncet, watermelon <3

his birthdate & age : 11 june 1994 , he is 17 on 2011 .

he like : hardcore ! drink ! sing ,sleep ,movie , love me ? i guess . HAHA .

his attractions : eyebrows ,lips , belly xD

i want to be : His Wifey , his son's superduppa MOM , his daughter's lovely queen , his bantalpuluk ,  his buddyz , his soul , his eyes,his nosestrill & his everything ! 

p:s / i love you my watermelon,Anold . ♥