mengimbass kisahh lama

OH MY GODDDDD!

sangat sakit hati tersangat oke. doii. keteringat kembali kunu kisah lama, dulu2. masa aku dan dia. ishh! gara2 terlihatt pic dia tadi, holding my hands . aku rasa tu larr pic yg paling de last aku simpan. kenangan sama dia. huhu. yg lain suddaaa delete. sakit hati okeh! hmmph. actually aku nemaw ingat tetang dia lagi. lepas aku kasi broken dia. aku sua tia layan dia langsung. kejamm okeh aku! hussh. sampai sekarang aku tia taw mana dia pegi. dalam hati aku, lantakk lah apa dia maw buat, mana dia maw pegi, sama sepa ka dia. aku tia maw peduli sua. maybe sebab aku sua bosan dengan smua tuhh. dia hipokrit sangat! biar la smua org ckp dia sayang sangat dekat aku, dia cari2 aku. ada aku kesaah? tedaa bha. dia tia taw selama dia dgn aku, aku tia pernah kasi sakit hati dia. aku sabar seja. tapi asal aku buat salah sikit~ smua dia maw marah. bukan sy pun buat silap tetap salahkan saya. dia kongkong saya, jgn buat itu,buat ini. tia bole kawan ngn boy. saya faham jua baa dia syg sy, tapi tida begitu kan caranya? tidak perlu guna kekerasan bha. sampai mau kasi mati anak orang. sedar la bha, kita hanya couple. belum jugaa ibubapa kita restu. parents kau, orang terkenal, kaya . so jgn kasi malu dorg bahh. sy ne, apa juakk bha. byk lea cewe lean. kau handsome, tapi perangai kau. tolong ubah. sy kecewa sbb kau tia pernah mau hargai orang lain di sekeliling kau. kau berabiss pun syg ma sy teda gunaa. sy tia pernah ada perasaan dgn kau. sy selalu ckp bgitu, tapi ko tia peduli kan? sy tia suka hubungan kita begitu. sy lebih suka jdi kawan kau, bestfriend kau. sbb sy tau sy tia akan jatuh hati dgn mudah. sy dpat rasa jodoh sy bukan dgn kau. tapi kau kecewakan saya. saya sedih! sangat! okee. wlaupun smpai skrg, sy susah mau lupakan kesalahan kau, smoga tuhan ampunkan dosa kau. sy harap kau berubah, hope kau dapat wanita yg syg sma kau. yg terbaik dari aku. sbab aku tia mungkin hidup dgn org mcm kau lagi. maaf. kau mmg baik pada aku, tapi...orang sekeliling kau? mcmana? harta tia menjamin kebahagiaan, dan sy bukan perempuan yg mata duitan,metrialistik. tidak okeh. sy tia pernah minta2 dgn kau apa pun. sy terima apa yg kau bagi dgn baik, jaga smua th dengan baik. tapisy minta maaf, sy terpaksa buang semua tuh, bukan hak saya lagi. dan sy thu kalau sy simpan smua akan sakit kan hati sy seja. harap kau faham okeh? sy taw kau selalu baca blogs sy, lepas nie tolong stop. sy tia maw kau kecewa. sia tia suka sakitkan hati kau. ubah sikap kau. lupakan sy, sorry sbab smua yg berlaku antara kita duluu. sy tia boleh bertahan dgn kau. selamanya. sy sua mencintai org lain. dan berharap dia sygkan sy seikhlasnya.


#sy tia maw pisang berbuah dua kali, boleh? :')

i want to be in a relationship where

-I can wear his large t-shirt at night
-We can both sleep together in one bed
-We can be like kids making silly faces and doing baby talks
-I can shout at him when I’m mad, then he’ll hug me tight so I’ll shut up
-He’ll pull me close to him so I won’t have the chance to let go
-Our parents approve
-We do plans on our future
-We’ll watch horror movies together
-I’ll kiss him secretly then he’ll smile
-We’ll fight, but not that much
-We’ll break up but get back together few days after
-He’ll make me the luckiest girl in the world
-I’m the only girl he loves
-I want to be in a relationship, no matter how many trials will come along the way, as long as i’ll be in a relationship with you. ♥

saya happy : ) ada dia ♥

naaa. nda ketiduranss 1 hari.

*mcm bebeh mylalenks diz. hha. kiut&ilikeit!*

sy baring2 sy ingat dia. doiii. sakit hati! rindu gilakk sy pat si dea. slalu 24/7 bekepit sama dea. nda maw lepass toiik! tapiii sekarangg, gila babesss berjauhan, sangat menyeksakann okeh! mcm hari2 sy nangis. kilikkk ba saia! huu. goddd, pelisss la. mcmana mau idup beginini nehh! bodoo punya sy. ishhh. k-baiii! panat bfikirr! -,-

aku rindu dia

omygadd. lama sua sia tea jumpa dia baa. rindu saia neh maw tinguk dia senyum beginii! jarang betul saia nampak picture dia senyum begini. haha. selalu picture dia muka blurr seja , senyum pun mcm paksa2 , dis one lahh. ikhlas sikit dia smile. handsome lagii dia smile beginii. kiutt okk ! dan saia taw , saia rindu deaa! aww. kbaii !

Sometimes no matter how many times someone calls me beautiful, I don’t want to hear it unless it’s from him.

belated birthday .

hee! im celebrating my 16th birthday, since its late. we share this celebration with my grandma and brother . (:

Stevie Hoang - Half A Chance

*Bestt nie laguu

Wasn’t you that said
We have a problem we should talk it out
Don’t give upon me now
Wait hold on just seat down
Promises that I made in the past
I broke them so many times
But girl deep inside
I am hoping that you’ll find
Forgive what is in your heart
Let’s go right back to the start
I’ll be the man that you fell in love with
We’ll make it through the rain
I’ll make you trust again
I know I can do it

Chorus

Just give me half the chance
To make you believe again
Half the chance
I am ready to make a change
Half the chance
To be your man
To understand
And love you again
Half the chance
I know I can do it
Half the chance
Girl just let me prove it
Half the chance
I am ready to sacrifice
Girl I pay the highest price
I know I can make it right
Just give me half the chance


Baby don’t say a word
Hold on just let me finish
So you wanna give up on this relation ship
Cause your heart is not in it
And it only kills me inside
Cause you don’t feel the same

Do whatever it takes
To make you love me again

Forgive what is in your heart
Let’s go right back to the start
I’ll be the man that you fell in love with
We’ll make it through the rain
I’ll make you trust again
I know I can do it

Chorus

I am not asking for too much
I know it’s gonna take some time
Baby find a way back to your love
If i got to start from the bottom
And that’s what I’ll do
I’ll make my way to the top
I got so much to prove
I am not throwing …
I am not letting you down

Chorus




Thanks to feel

"The Way I Do"

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
..the way I do

imagine if relationships are perfect:

-No Fights.
-No Tears.
-No Arguments.
-No Misunderstandings.

....Dream come true huh?

But without these, there would be…

=No Sorry.
=Hugs and Kisses.
=No Saying of the Sweetest Words.
=No Reason to STAY.
=No Growth of FAITH in BOTH of YOU.

.....Now, how would you want it to be perfect?

boyy , im sorry .

btw , i draw thiss . i know it is uglyy , yeahh so much ! but since i draw this . enjoyy . hehe . *shy*



we fight , and you leave ... i don't know what to do . im so saddddddd ! :'(



im pretend to be okay , but up until now . my eyes , still tearing . my heart still hurts . my mind , still thinking of you . my imigination , still your shadow . my hand , keep missing yours . my ears , still i hear your sweet voices . my nose , still missing your scent . my mouth , the words 'i love you' still dancing . boyy , im sorry . i was bad . i miss youuu . forgive me .

you andd me

mengimbass masa laluu . where the first time i know you . and the first you say 'Hey' to me . huhu . after a few months leter , you appears . i saw you . and started to know each other more , and we fall for each other . im happy , so much . i never mentioned this , but its happen like a fairytale . and i don't want it fade . i love you now , and foreverrr .

your songss ♥

It's a little bit funny, this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money, but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

So excuse me forgetting, but these things I do
See I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple, but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

If I was a sculptor, but then again no
Or a girl who makes potions in a traveling show
I know it's not much, but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song, and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple, but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

for my hubb *love*loVer*

ouhhh . my first day work :))

My Hero , My Love ♥

Anold Hubby -->He is my hero . and i do love him . ♥

i remember when we are going to the beach Tg. Aru ,kita mandi pantai together ! hee . tym thu hujan . bole'bole la juga lebat . tapi we still smangat maw p mandi pantai . . hub bawa hun pg pantai thu , dalam sudeh . hub angkt hun , hun hold hubb tightly n dnt wanna let go , awwh ! Beshh , Hoho ! tym thu banyak sangat thu jelyfish*obor'obor* hee . im so scared ouuh thu binatang . geli , sangat gatal thu kalau kena . hun ne lea sensitip punya skin , habis la meah2 . wakaka . jauh lea kta jalan thu . fortunately i have you , Hubby ! u save me , u lift me titely until the coast . eiww , so many jellyfish i saw . it hit me and absolutely hubby too . its tickle me , u said not to touch them . i take the advise and thats relief . i knw its hit u much ryte hub ? hehe . its must be hurt . awhh ! u endure all pain for me . u save me . :) i will always remember that ! its sweet memories that was very unforgetable .


8th November

I still remember this date . huaa , im rebond my hair . haha . that eve , we stay together at waterfront , i remember clearly . the first time we fall together , its a little bit funny but its seem sweet . keke . and it may embrassed when people see it .wakaka . but its truly unforgotable .first tyme i hurt u, its bleeding ! awwh , i guess it must be hurt . but u endure it and pretend its fine . im realy touched ! awhh . u save me from hitting the table . and we fall . and you hurt . but its save my life , i think if hit that table , i dont know what will happen to me . i always remember that im hurting you , but honestly i inadvertent that . forgive me hub ! i thank to you , my life saver . i love you forever . you are my HERO ♥

I’d rather fight with you.

To be completely honest, I’d rather fight with you than not talk and worry if you’re okay, if we’re okay. I’d rather scream and yell at the top of our lungs knowing it’s because we care, than to die with each passing second listening to silence. Your voice is comforting either mad, sad, happy, whatever emotion. I’d rather fight with you, working things out, coming to a conclusion, releasing whatever’s bottled up inside of us, say whatever needs to be said, than to let things get worse. I’d rather fight with you, than to be happy with someone else. I’d rather have you in my life, even if it means fighting, than to not have you in it at all.

I don’t want to see you with someone else

I know it’s pretty selfish of me to be keeping you to myself, but it’s just how I feel. I don’t want to see with someone other than myself. I know that sometimes I get on your nerves, make you mad, sometimes make you cry, and rarely make you feel like you’re important, but I really do want you in my life. I can’t stand the sight of you being with someone else because it will break me and I don’t want that to happen to me.

auww ! swuieetz , bule bwad d dumpil ka begini ??

every time i’m kissing you

I just cant stop. I just want to do it more and more. I dont care if he looks like crap that day or he looks awesome. Because for me its more about kissing HIM not just kissing someone who I think is good looking. I swear it feels sooo wonderful when you do it with the right person. (There is definitely a big difference between kissing someone you love and someone you don’t.) His lips are usually soft. I personally like when his hands are on my waist. It’s amazing, it’s like a dream. I get butterflies in my stomach and my heart starts beating a little fast. It’s nerve-racking. The way he touches me makes me feel safe like everything is okay for a little while. I never want it to end. <3